Feeling blue....

I wish not to elaborate. I wish to keep to myself for the most part. I wish not to bring others down. There is such a thing as a breaking point and I find myself on the verge lately. Not in a negative destructive edge, but more of a breakthrough nature. I find myself crying over the tiniest things. I find myself pulling away from Sam. I feel tense in my body. I have talked to the essential people and I am doing my best to remain positive in such a dismal bleak moment in time. All I can do is ride the wave until it dies down and know all will be fine. It's just a turbulent time and I WILL survive and will be stronger for it.

The phrase, "Hang in there" never meant much to me until now. Just wish it wasn't such a lonely process.