I have a lot of time to read articles, statistics, opinions, stories, etc. I don't have a job, per se, I do have one in the home. I cook, clean, chauffeur, and homeschool my kids. This creates a lot of time for weight gain, boredom, and loneliness. I joined a gym, I joined a weight loss program, I am trying to do my best.
I just called my husband to tell him my card was being declined and he was post with me. He jumped my ass for using it.
I'm feeling extremely saddened right now by that. I feel helpless. I haven't bought one thing since Friday when I bought groceries. He took me to dinner, he bought drinks, he spends the money then tells at me. Then because he is working he had to get off. I get scolded and put back in the box and stuck on the shelf. Oh, he'll forget all about this and, if he ever comes home, will sleep like a baby without a care. I on the other hand feel afraid to spend money. I feel I have no say. I have no control.
There are times I say something and he says, "you're so weird about money." Uh, get yelled at fir something you didn't do for 20 yrs you'd be weird too.
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